Whistling for Moonbeams

A menagerie of scribbled thoughts, memories, and favorite things

Sunday, August 26, 2018

Alunsina's Return

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There came a time when his grief, so long held at bay, finally shattered into storms of sorrow so vast that it poured in seemingly endles...
Monday, April 2, 2018

Marginalia

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Never ignore the footnotes is a line I love well. He always read them last, I did as the author told,  my heart fluttering at the s...
Monday, January 1, 2018

Colors, III

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What color is distance-- what color the distance between then and now? Aqua, you say, like the water beneath this less than riotous s...
Sunday, November 26, 2017

Variation on a Theme: Mariang Makiling

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When the moon was a certain shape, when its light was a pale shade of gold when its beams fell in gentle wisps along the outlines of the ...
Sunday, August 20, 2017

For Kian--who is every woman's son

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This is not the time for restraint. This is not the time for speaking in whispers, murmurs, for silence. Sound the gong of outrage, mag...
Sunday, August 13, 2017

Colors, II

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Amethyst , I saw first-- rich as to be almost opaque except for tiny rivulets of Turkish Rose running through velveteen violet, shreds o...
Saturday, August 12, 2017

Variation on a Theme: Psyche and Eros

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The lamp is lit-- A glowing paleness, incandescent fire tamed to obedience by the hand of its bearer. Love, I gasp in the swirl of my ow...
Sunday, June 18, 2017

A Spell of Names

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She ran into the wood, laughing. The sound echoed small, tinkling bells, golden with life. Enchanted, he followed, pushing away branches and...
Sunday, June 11, 2017

Variation on a Theme: Erato

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A brief lustre in the distance, a gentle splash made the man look up from the sand where he had lain the objects in his pocket, to which...

Variation on a Theme: The Transformation of Psyche

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It was pain that lifted her off the ground. With each that she suffered, she found she was shedding off just a little more skin, flesh, ...
Sunday, June 4, 2017

Variation on a Theme: Psyche

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Three tasks, she had fulfilled, and with the last triumph she felt weakest, because mortal, slight and barefoot; yet about to earn what t...

Piano Sonata in C# Minor, "Moonlight", Ludvig Van Beethoven

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It must be night, else I must be dreaming. So, it is night. So, it is that the moon illuminates our loneliness and propels them round an...

Wine Glass

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long-stemmed--your neck, my eyes graze, as you take a sip from a corner of the wine's mouth and something spills inside me: sobri...
Sunday, March 5, 2017

Variation on a Theme: Eros

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Faceless, you arrive. Breathless from your journey--through mountains and pain, across sorrow, a sea--you arrive. It is evening and the moon...
Sunday, May 1, 2016

Everywhere

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I have dreamed of this: the sound of your footfalls, that voice, calling out, "Love?", the door opening, the sight of you, that l...
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Saturday, April 23, 2016

Hours

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Morning   The coffee is almost done and the house smells wonderful, just as you said it would. You are asleep and I am watching you, tra...
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Saturday, April 2, 2016

Hours

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I want to be the ray of sunlight that slants across your cheek, whose warmth and light you wake up to. I want to be the window that lets in ...
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Monday, March 28, 2016

Variation on a Theme: Daphne and Apollo

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She turns.  Yet again, that swivel to the back, the weakening in her middle, heart succumbing to the longing for sight, the way a ...
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Sunday, March 27, 2016

Tonight, I, too, can write the saddest lines

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And when I think of violins, I will think of you. You, waiting, as I walk toward you. You, smiling, your hands on your waist, holding promi...
Friday, March 25, 2016

Afternoons

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The fire is nice and warm and I'm snuggled in my writing chair, my feet up, my main character about to enter his moment of epiphany. Yo...
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Sunday, March 20, 2016

Evenings

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My heart is racing, I feel weak in my knees. Tucked in a corner of the bar and sitting in the shadows, I am watching you croon your heart to...
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Saturday, March 19, 2016

Mornings

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Reeling with happiness at the stretches of cobbled streets I've stepped on and the rows of pretty awnings I've walked under--but mos...
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Monday, February 8, 2016

Everywhere

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Kiss me in the rain, Love, quiet my fears with the light in your eyes. Take me everywhere with you, tie my hand to yours. I want to step ...
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Sunday, February 7, 2016

Rain

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How silently the heart pivots on its hinge - Jane Hirschfield The night is full of sighs. Doleful, longing. The darkness stretches...
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Saturday, February 6, 2016

Mornings

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I am roused by the sound of raindrops pattering against glass. Beside me, you are asleep, and I watch the steady rise and fall of your ches...
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Vessel

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Hungry anchor to my mooring-- fastened, fierce; glow of firelight clinging  to surfaces, your skin  on mine, your rage entwine...
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Sunday, January 31, 2016

Mornings

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I hear the door click shut and I start to panic. My scrambled eggs are a mess and I just realized I had put too much oil in the pan for the...

Nights

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Your face, lit by the pale glow of a candle-- I gasp and ask myself if anything could be more beautiful, if any other man could take my b...
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Saturday, January 30, 2016

Evenings

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Elsewhere, it is twilight. Elsewhere, I hear your footfalls on the wooden planks that lead to our doorstep. My heart is fluttering with but...
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Prayer

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Teach me to walk away: from what hurts me, where I am not needed, where I intrude, where I am but shadow, where I cause pain. Teach ...
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Variation on a Theme: Apollo's Lament

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" In the heart of the wood, a god learns too late: love transforms never quite in one way." - J. Neil C. Gar...
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Thursday, January 28, 2016

Nights

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Words elude me tonight, Love. I am filled only with prayer that your path and mind be lit with starlight and moonshine, that your thoughts ...
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Sunday, January 24, 2016

Mornings

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The sky is painted a certain shade of lonely today; the sun is sulking behind willing clouds. I take a walk among the dunes, my bare feet...
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Saturday, January 23, 2016

Nights

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"Look how the stars shine so tonight, Love, see how they illuminate the darkness. We still haven't decided on our constellation, b...
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Monday, January 18, 2016

All these, that's all.

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Because what you have done, Love, was to gift me with the discovery that I could go so much farther and do so much more. Did you catch a...
Sunday, January 17, 2016

In your stead

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I ask for nothing, my Love, nothing. I teach myself to map the stars, instead; learn the language of dreams, instead; decipher the pa...

Mornings

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I draw the curtains and sit on the high stool by the window, waiting for you to come home. I have tried writing almost the entire day yeste...
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Daphne's Grief

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I pinpoint a particular, an exact length of time, A blur of seconds, one after another, and another, and another: Just before she di...
Saturday, January 16, 2016

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And because we choose not to hurt other people, we hurt ourselves, instead.

Dance

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There was no music-- or was there? The music was inside my head like it always is when you are near. I heard strings, and a lone trumpe...
Thursday, January 14, 2016

An exercise on futility

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Then why did we worship clarity, to speak, in the end, only each other's names? - Louise Gluck I teach myself the mechanics of bla...
Monday, January 11, 2016

Fear

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it is, and fear, it must be that has made her summon the wind to push her feet ever into a run over damp trail, thorn and leaf, across...
Sunday, January 10, 2016

Lament

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I kneel on the grass, weeding. There are no blooms to be seen, and I am a little angry at you for leaving this garden desolate. It is cover...
Saturday, January 9, 2016

Colors

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--the dark red they call Brennende Liebe, which I find so beautiful. - Louise Gluck Amaranthine, the sunset, where we are. The eyes, fo...
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Train Station

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A train station is one of the worst places for a chase. If this were a movie, the tall guy in the blue shirt knows his chances of success...
Monday, January 4, 2016

Nights

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"No more drinks for you tonight," you, whispering into my ear, whisking my glass away. "That tickles," I cower and gi...
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