Whistling for Moonbeams

A menagerie of scribbled thoughts, memories, and favorite things

Sunday, July 26, 2015

And foolish though it may seem--

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Here is one last faith in metaphor. That it must do what it's meant to, and draw you near. Abstraction is the silence of skin: - f...
Monday, July 6, 2015

Radiohead, The King of Limbs: This Fan Raves

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"It's like I'm falling out of bed From a long, weary dream The sweetest flowers and fruits hang from the trees Falling o...
Sunday, July 5, 2015

Variation on a Theme: Rain

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On a rainy day, one entertains thoughts similar to rain. The general chill in the air becomes a prolonged brush of coldness against reluctan...
Friday, May 1, 2015

Summer, Part 3

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I am typing down these words. In the background, Jeff Buckley is singing, "kiss me, please kiss me," and I am wondering who he wro...
Saturday, April 25, 2015

We/ are we/ random

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A conversation is an overture to many things: the next conversation, kinship, love. Cross this out. We redirect, retract, swerve--we talk ab...
Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Strings and Stones

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Today is your birthday. Today is your birthday and in my mind, we are thirteen again. It's 5 in the afternoon, and I am standing by a ...
Friday, April 17, 2015

Summer, part 2

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Water. Oh, to soak, to sink in dreams of you, to wade through you, or drown, perhaps, but gloriously. Because I cannot swim. Stop str...
Monday, April 13, 2015

Caliraya, by moonlight

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Is that moonlight in the water? I stand up to get a better view of my view of the lake. All things that could be still are still; only the...
Friday, April 3, 2015

Lost

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I grieve my inability to turn you into what I want you to be: here. You are always somewhere else: next month, seven steps ahead, a moment...
Thursday, April 2, 2015

Peace Be With You

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I remember the scent of burning candles. One finds oneself at home in the crowd, the lack of space. One gets accustomed to the rush, the m...
Sunday, March 22, 2015

Rain

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Today, it is dew that you awaken to, a morning wrapped in cloud, soft notes from some distant music. Yesterday's weather report said it ...
Monday, March 16, 2015

Notes for a story

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--In the swell of evening, all is space and more space. Crickets go darting the night to alliterate a face. They scree a name t...
Sunday, February 22, 2015

That Requisite Pre-Oscars Post

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"People, they love blood. They love action.  Not this talky, depressing, philosophical bullshit." This year, Neil Patr...
Tuesday, January 13, 2015

No more tears

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"As I lay next to you in hyperacidity," I sing, in my best imitation of Geoff Tate's unabashedly bass bass, my best imitation ...
Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Double Vision

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I am piecing you together, broken, absent one--you are whole because I say you are. I think you up in metaphor: the rustle of leaves again...
Wednesday, December 31, 2014

A New Year

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My eyes sweep the clutter around me, looking for material, wondering which one goes first, which one goes with what, which one stays where i...
Saturday, December 13, 2014

You, there.

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I am throwing a smooth, grey stone your way. It will land near your left foot. You will look up from the book you've been trying to re...
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Sunday, November 16, 2014

The Story I Found: Foo Fighters and Sonic Highways

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"There is a river I found---" - from "Something From Nothing" In Sonic Highways , there is a man, and the man-...

Static

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Let me tell you about my recent preoccupation with stasis, about the question of what one is supposed to do with it, about whether one is su...
Sunday, November 9, 2014

Older and Better: My Kind of Mr. Big

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euphoria. noun - a feeling of great (usually exaggerated) elation Thank you, mobile phone dictionary, for being so succinct. Euphoria is ...

Companions

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Morning. My thoughts are taking a walk, with I in tow. They are traversing a path strewn with certain hours of certain days. Objects, sights...
Saturday, November 8, 2014

Disagreements

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I survey the distance from I to you and stifle a gasp. The plan is to calculate and come up with sums, but I end up counting differences, ...
Wednesday, November 5, 2014

I would like to

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draw a line on one of your furrowed brows, and make a cut, a cut along your frown. I would like to trace that line. It cannot be clean, th...
Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Dear--,

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There is a distance made of walls and on the other side, you. Where are you, dear friend? How are you? Sometimes, it is a thick slab of gla...
Thursday, August 28, 2014

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These days, I spend a lot of time watching you. I'm not entirely certain if it has something to do with the years I didn't get to sp...
Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Because your birthday is coming up, I will write about our garden

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We agree that someday, we will have a garden, and that garden will have: lots of green grass; a perennially mild sun, whose light plays on g...

Because I do not know which scary place my thoughts will take me to.

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This is how I know I'm not all right; this is how--and when--I know you're not with me: no matter how late the hour and no matter h...
Thursday, July 17, 2014

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You wonder. You wonder about the storm, wonder about the things it may have taken with it when it went away. The dust, the prayers, the h...
Friday, June 27, 2014

Passage, or something like that

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There's an element of strangeness in it: being half in love with something for as long as one can remember and then, one day realizing o...
Wednesday, May 14, 2014

Variation on a theme: Daphne and Apollo

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You have betrayed me, Eros. You have sent me my true love. - Louise Gluck, "The Reproach" Waning, trembling, loss of br...
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Monday, May 12, 2014

The Walk Home

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what surprises you most in what you feel, earth's radiance or your own delight? - Louis Gluck The lamps were lit, the street was ...
Sunday, May 4, 2014

Story

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Sacred and unutterable Mind flashing thorough the universe one thought, - John Berryman Let me tell you how it happened: My fore...
Monday, April 28, 2014

Summer

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Daybreak. Pale rays of light cleave (your) consciousness into humid halves. Edges start to blur. A book of poetry, sprawled on your left th...
Thursday, April 24, 2014

Interlude

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Mo chuisle, you have come back. Rest now, dear heart. Rain has laced the evening with crystal drops; look at how they shimmer in the moonl...
Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Debris

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Slanted stems of sunlight bathe the room in the aftermaths of a stowaway morning, and my eyes catch movement, elsewhere. Elsewheres are far...
Friday, April 18, 2014

Your Franz Ferdinand Shirt

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And indeed, there will be time... There will be time, there will be time. - from "The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock" by T...
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Thursday, April 17, 2014

Grace

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She caught her by the wrist and said, "Your wings are bleeding." Startled, Czarina slowed her steps down and looked beyond her ...
Wednesday, April 16, 2014

Here is your line.

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He sank into the couch like an old friend and lit a cigarette. His pockets were full of unused scripts, obscure facts, and cryptic notes; m...
Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Segment

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A door in the mind closes, its sound barely perceptible. It may never leave an imprint in the memory, may never be heard, may never be felt....
Sunday, February 9, 2014

Celine: A Sketch

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The onlooker is drawn by her face and he is never left with much choice: either he stares, outright; or averts his eyes, only to take a seco...
Friday, January 24, 2014

Saved

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Hollywood Giant Walt Disney's 20-year chase to obtain the film rights to P.L. Travers' Mary Poppins books finally sees its end; me...
Thursday, January 23, 2014

Forgive me for I shall document

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Aside from movies, books are my favorite things to snack on. In between my Oscars craze (3 titles left to watch: "Nebraska", ...
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Happy Birthday, Momsy

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I've heard it said that if you want to know how a girl, or a woman, will look when she's older, the thing to do is to look at he...
Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Like chopping garlic; or, Love in the Modern Age

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It's been almost a week since I saw "Her" and I still think about it. I was putting up new curtains this morning, and I though...

Watch Conan visit a doll store

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I was watching Conan O'Brien clips on YouTube last night, saw this , and cracked up. photo from laughingsquid.com I couldn't...
Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Go talk to someone.

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You're at the grocery store. A Lady Gaga song is playing, and you're trying to decide which brand of canned peaches to buy. You r...
Monday, January 20, 2014

And the nominees are...

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"Sometimes, I feel I'm fighting for a life that I just ain't got the time to live. I want it all to mean something....
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