Whistling for Moonbeams

A menagerie of scribbled thoughts, memories, and favorite things

Thursday, December 31, 2015

Lament

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Stay the heart that rages in its cage, furious in its muteness. Desire is fluid, doing all that water does: simmer and rise to heights,  ...
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Mornings

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I lean on the wooden counter and rest my cheek against my palm. There is accounting to be done--the year is about to end--but I would rathe...
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Monday, December 28, 2015

Finger Exercise

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Begin with alliteration. For example: flickering firelight, tentative tenderness, shivering shorelines, preempt this predicament, cling to c...
Sunday, December 27, 2015

Unpacking Sydney

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In journeys we are completely at the mercy, not of memory but of the road  we take, which carries us across moonlit worlds and skins at ...

Mornings

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We open at six o'clock. You are always up hours before, and you always have to pull--carry--me out of bed and I, still warm from y...
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Saturday, December 26, 2015

Daphne, Descending

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Descending from your flight to madness, still shaky from the breathlessness of the tempest, you step down and plant your feet firmly on ...
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And you are everywhere even as you are nowhere in touch, for here is the place things cherished are laid bare in-- the edge of body...
Friday, December 25, 2015

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"They took to silence. They touched each other without comment and without progression. A hand on a hand, a clothed arm, resting on a...

Arrival

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" And when I go away from here, this will be the mid-point, to which everything ran, before, and from which everything will run....
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Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Contain

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Your name lingers near my mouth like a kiss that never quite happens-- fingertips hovering over delicate wineglass, breeze brushing past l...
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Tuesday, December 22, 2015

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I look for you in the rustling restlessness of moments. I long for the peace of your presence--if these quickenings be peace, if these flu...
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Sunday, December 20, 2015

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For what is longing but the space between the absence of the beloved and their presence? Still, the minutes stretch like miles in the pathwa...
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Saturday, December 19, 2015

Blue

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"But now, love, we are here, we are now, and those other times are running elsewhere."         - A. S. Byatt, Possession I h...
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Thursday, December 17, 2015

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Soul-like, something slips from my grasp and goes to you. A promise? A sigh? A question? Something--a word, a phrase. I cannot quite be su...
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Monday, December 14, 2015

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What sadness is this, what woe? I can hear the waves crashing to shore, only the sound is receding, only the blue, dimming. What ails the ...
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Saturday, December 12, 2015

Daphne, defeated

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Because I was afraid of the recognition my light had seen in yours, I ran, and ran. And as I ran, I threw shafts of darkness your way, conju...
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Monday, September 21, 2015

Martial Law and the Price of Forgetting: a Reflection

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" Scars have the strange power to remind us that our past is real." - Cormac McCarthy, All the Pretty Horses Forty three years ...
Sunday, September 20, 2015

Redemption in Remembrance and Reflection, Part 1

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" Scars have the strange power to remind us that our past is real." - Cormac McCarthy, All the Pretty Horses Forty three years ...
Sunday, September 13, 2015

Insomnia

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You slump into a couch, exhausted. A host of thoughts flits by--faces, names, faces with names, nameless faces, random names, random faces--...
Thursday, August 27, 2015

Stranger

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Strange things happen, sometimes. Sometimes, we are not where we are, we are somewhere else. This evening, the sea is beside us--the s...
Sunday, July 26, 2015

And foolish though it may seem--

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Here is one last faith in metaphor. That it must do what it's meant to, and draw you near. Abstraction is the silence of skin: - f...
Monday, July 6, 2015

Radiohead, The King of Limbs: This Fan Raves

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"It's like I'm falling out of bed From a long, weary dream The sweetest flowers and fruits hang from the trees Falling o...
Sunday, July 5, 2015

Variation on a Theme: Rain

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On a rainy day, one entertains thoughts similar to rain. The general chill in the air becomes a prolonged brush of coldness against reluctan...
Friday, May 1, 2015

Summer, Part 3

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I am typing down these words. In the background, Jeff Buckley is singing, "kiss me, please kiss me," and I am wondering who he wro...
Saturday, April 25, 2015

We/ are we/ random

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A conversation is an overture to many things: the next conversation, kinship, love. Cross this out. We redirect, retract, swerve--we talk ab...
Wednesday, April 22, 2015

Strings and Stones

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Today is your birthday. Today is your birthday and in my mind, we are thirteen again. It's 5 in the afternoon, and I am standing by a ...
Friday, April 17, 2015

Summer, part 2

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Water. Oh, to soak, to sink in dreams of you, to wade through you, or drown, perhaps, but gloriously. Because I cannot swim. Stop str...
Monday, April 13, 2015

Caliraya, by moonlight

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Is that moonlight in the water? I stand up to get a better view of my view of the lake. All things that could be still are still; only the...
Friday, April 3, 2015

Lost

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I grieve my inability to turn you into what I want you to be: here. You are always somewhere else: next month, seven steps ahead, a moment...
Thursday, April 2, 2015

Peace Be With You

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I remember the scent of burning candles. One finds oneself at home in the crowd, the lack of space. One gets accustomed to the rush, the m...
Sunday, March 22, 2015

Rain

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Today, it is dew that you awaken to, a morning wrapped in cloud, soft notes from some distant music. Yesterday's weather report said it ...
Monday, March 16, 2015

Notes for a story

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--In the swell of evening, all is space and more space. Crickets go darting the night to alliterate a face. They scree a name t...
Sunday, February 22, 2015

That Requisite Pre-Oscars Post

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"People, they love blood. They love action.  Not this talky, depressing, philosophical bullshit." This year, Neil Patr...
Tuesday, January 13, 2015

No more tears

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"As I lay next to you in hyperacidity," I sing, in my best imitation of Geoff Tate's unabashedly bass bass, my best imitation ...
Wednesday, January 7, 2015

Double Vision

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I am piecing you together, broken, absent one--you are whole because I say you are. I think you up in metaphor: the rustle of leaves again...
Wednesday, December 31, 2014

A New Year

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My eyes sweep the clutter around me, looking for material, wondering which one goes first, which one goes with what, which one stays where i...
Saturday, December 13, 2014

You, there.

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I am throwing a smooth, grey stone your way. It will land near your left foot. You will look up from the book you've been trying to re...
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Sunday, November 16, 2014

The Story I Found: Foo Fighters and Sonic Highways

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"There is a river I found---" - from "Something From Nothing" In Sonic Highways , there is a man, and the man-...

Static

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Let me tell you about my recent preoccupation with stasis, about the question of what one is supposed to do with it, about whether one is su...
Sunday, November 9, 2014

Older and Better: My Kind of Mr. Big

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euphoria. noun - a feeling of great (usually exaggerated) elation Thank you, mobile phone dictionary, for being so succinct. Euphoria is ...

Companions

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Morning. My thoughts are taking a walk, with I in tow. They are traversing a path strewn with certain hours of certain days. Objects, sights...
Saturday, November 8, 2014

Disagreements

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I survey the distance from I to you and stifle a gasp. The plan is to calculate and come up with sums, but I end up counting differences, ...
Wednesday, November 5, 2014

I would like to

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draw a line on one of your furrowed brows, and make a cut, a cut along your frown. I would like to trace that line. It cannot be clean, th...
Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Dear--,

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There is a distance made of walls and on the other side, you. Where are you, dear friend? How are you? Sometimes, it is a thick slab of gla...
Thursday, August 28, 2014

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These days, I spend a lot of time watching you. I'm not entirely certain if it has something to do with the years I didn't get to sp...
Wednesday, July 23, 2014

Because your birthday is coming up, I will write about our garden

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We agree that someday, we will have a garden, and that garden will have: lots of green grass; a perennially mild sun, whose light plays on g...
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