Whistling for Moonbeams

A menagerie of scribbled thoughts, memories, and favorite things

Monday, February 8, 2016

Everywhere

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Kiss me in the rain, Love, quiet my fears with the light in your eyes. Take me everywhere with you, tie my hand to yours. I want to step ...
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Sunday, February 7, 2016

Rain

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How silently the heart pivots on its hinge - Jane Hirschfield The night is full of sighs. Doleful, longing. The darkness stretches...
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Saturday, February 6, 2016

Mornings

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I am roused by the sound of raindrops pattering against glass. Beside me, you are asleep, and I watch the steady rise and fall of your ches...
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Vessel

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Hungry anchor to my mooring-- fastened, fierce; glow of firelight clinging  to surfaces, your skin  on mine, your rage entwine...
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Sunday, January 31, 2016

Mornings

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I hear the door click shut and I start to panic. My scrambled eggs are a mess and I just realized I had put too much oil in the pan for the...

Nights

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Your face, lit by the pale glow of a candle-- I gasp and ask myself if anything could be more beautiful, if any other man could take my b...
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Saturday, January 30, 2016

Evenings

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Elsewhere, it is twilight. Elsewhere, I hear your footfalls on the wooden planks that lead to our doorstep. My heart is fluttering with but...
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Prayer

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Teach me to walk away: from what hurts me, where I am not needed, where I intrude, where I am but shadow, where I cause pain. Teach ...
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Variation on a Theme: Apollo's Lament

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" In the heart of the wood, a god learns too late: love transforms never quite in one way." - J. Neil C. Gar...
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Thursday, January 28, 2016

Nights

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Words elude me tonight, Love. I am filled only with prayer that your path and mind be lit with starlight and moonshine, that your thoughts ...
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Sunday, January 24, 2016

Mornings

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The sky is painted a certain shade of lonely today; the sun is sulking behind willing clouds. I take a walk among the dunes, my bare feet...
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Saturday, January 23, 2016

Nights

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"Look how the stars shine so tonight, Love, see how they illuminate the darkness. We still haven't decided on our constellation, b...
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Monday, January 18, 2016

All these, that's all.

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Because what you have done, Love, was to gift me with the discovery that I could go so much farther and do so much more. Did you catch a...
Sunday, January 17, 2016

In your stead

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I ask for nothing, my Love, nothing. I teach myself to map the stars, instead; learn the language of dreams, instead; decipher the pa...

Mornings

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I draw the curtains and sit on the high stool by the window, waiting for you to come home. I have tried writing almost the entire day yeste...
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Daphne's Grief

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I pinpoint a particular, an exact length of time, A blur of seconds, one after another, and another, and another: Just before she di...
Saturday, January 16, 2016

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And because we choose not to hurt other people, we hurt ourselves, instead.

Dance

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There was no music-- or was there? The music was inside my head like it always is when you are near. I heard strings, and a lone trumpe...
Thursday, January 14, 2016

An exercise on futility

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Then why did we worship clarity, to speak, in the end, only each other's names? - Louise Gluck I teach myself the mechanics of bla...
Monday, January 11, 2016

Fear

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it is, and fear, it must be that has made her summon the wind to push her feet ever into a run over damp trail, thorn and leaf, across...
Sunday, January 10, 2016

Lament

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I kneel on the grass, weeding. There are no blooms to be seen, and I am a little angry at you for leaving this garden desolate. It is cover...
Saturday, January 9, 2016

Colors

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--the dark red they call Brennende Liebe, which I find so beautiful. - Louise Gluck Amaranthine, the sunset, where we are. The eyes, fo...
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Train Station

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A train station is one of the worst places for a chase. If this were a movie, the tall guy in the blue shirt knows his chances of success...
Monday, January 4, 2016

Nights

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"No more drinks for you tonight," you, whispering into my ear, whisking my glass away. "That tickles," I cower and gi...
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Sunday, January 3, 2016

Afternoons

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"Ahoy, Captain!" I do not budge from the book I'm reading, but from behind my dark glasses, I watch you run toward where I...
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Friday, January 1, 2016

Sonnet XVII

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- Pablo Neruda I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certa...
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Evenings

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The soft lights of blue lamps lend our surroundings a peaceful, muted glow. Hours ago, the place was alive with sound--tinkling glass, laug...
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Thursday, December 31, 2015

Lament

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Stay the heart that rages in its cage, furious in its muteness. Desire is fluid, doing all that water does: simmer and rise to heights,  ...
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Mornings

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I lean on the wooden counter and rest my cheek against my palm. There is accounting to be done--the year is about to end--but I would rathe...
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Monday, December 28, 2015

Finger Exercise

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Begin with alliteration. For example: flickering firelight, tentative tenderness, shivering shorelines, preempt this predicament, cling to c...
Sunday, December 27, 2015

Unpacking Sydney

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In journeys we are completely at the mercy, not of memory but of the road  we take, which carries us across moonlit worlds and skins at ...

Mornings

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We open at six o'clock. You are always up hours before, and you always have to pull--carry--me out of bed and I, still warm from y...
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Saturday, December 26, 2015

Daphne, Descending

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Descending from your flight to madness, still shaky from the breathlessness of the tempest, you step down and plant your feet firmly on ...
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And you are everywhere even as you are nowhere in touch, for here is the place things cherished are laid bare in-- the edge of body...
Friday, December 25, 2015

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"They took to silence. They touched each other without comment and without progression. A hand on a hand, a clothed arm, resting on a...

Arrival

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" And when I go away from here, this will be the mid-point, to which everything ran, before, and from which everything will run....
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Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Contain

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Your name lingers near my mouth like a kiss that never quite happens-- fingertips hovering over delicate wineglass, breeze brushing past l...
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Tuesday, December 22, 2015

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I look for you in the rustling restlessness of moments. I long for the peace of your presence--if these quickenings be peace, if these flu...
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Sunday, December 20, 2015

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For what is longing but the space between the absence of the beloved and their presence? Still, the minutes stretch like miles in the pathwa...
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Saturday, December 19, 2015

Blue

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"But now, love, we are here, we are now, and those other times are running elsewhere."         - A. S. Byatt, Possession I h...
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Thursday, December 17, 2015

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Soul-like, something slips from my grasp and goes to you. A promise? A sigh? A question? Something--a word, a phrase. I cannot quite be su...
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Monday, December 14, 2015

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What sadness is this, what woe? I can hear the waves crashing to shore, only the sound is receding, only the blue, dimming. What ails the ...
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Saturday, December 12, 2015

Daphne, defeated

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Because I was afraid of the recognition my light had seen in yours, I ran, and ran. And as I ran, I threw shafts of darkness your way, conju...
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Monday, September 21, 2015

Martial Law and the Price of Forgetting: a Reflection

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" Scars have the strange power to remind us that our past is real." - Cormac McCarthy, All the Pretty Horses Forty three years ...
Sunday, September 20, 2015

Redemption in Remembrance and Reflection, Part 1

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" Scars have the strange power to remind us that our past is real." - Cormac McCarthy, All the Pretty Horses Forty three years ...
Sunday, September 13, 2015

Insomnia

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You slump into a couch, exhausted. A host of thoughts flits by--faces, names, faces with names, nameless faces, random names, random faces--...
Thursday, August 27, 2015

Stranger

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Strange things happen, sometimes. Sometimes, we are not where we are, we are somewhere else. This evening, the sea is beside us--the s...
Sunday, July 26, 2015

And foolish though it may seem--

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Here is one last faith in metaphor. That it must do what it's meant to, and draw you near. Abstraction is the silence of skin: - f...
Monday, July 6, 2015

Radiohead, The King of Limbs: This Fan Raves

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"It's like I'm falling out of bed From a long, weary dream The sweetest flowers and fruits hang from the trees Falling o...
Sunday, July 5, 2015

Variation on a Theme: Rain

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On a rainy day, one entertains thoughts similar to rain. The general chill in the air becomes a prolonged brush of coldness against reluctan...
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